Sunday, November 17, 2019

an enlightened age

Yang rebranded Yin for political purposes.

The ancient play of opposites, duality, always follows the same pattern:
Yang judges Yin and condemns her, and thus out of Yang and Yin, Right and Wrong are born.  Good and Bad evolve out of Oneness through judgment.  The consequence of judgment is condemnation, which requires punishment.  Thus the play of duality, which begins as an effortless and loving embrace, always collapses into judgment, punishment, guilt, betrayal, and shame.  This is the fall into darkness.

Without judgment one must practice discriminating awareness.  Without discriminating awareness there is chaos.  Without infinite compassion and mercy there is conflict and war.

With gardening and meditation as the two cornerstones of public education, the world is entering into an age of sustainable civilization; an enlightened age.

Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Sex and meditation

Religion is for people who are afraid of hell, and spirituality is for people who have already been there.

Shamans are sick people who have gotten well. 

What this means is that religion is for muggles and spirituality is for shamans.

In America, we are living through times that are fast making shamans out of all of us.  Because we have all, in various ways, been through hell.  Most of us are still going through hell.  And we are adapting to life in hell, recognizing that peace on earth requires making it bearable for ourselves without making it unbearable for anyone else.  So don't be surprised that Americans are abandoning religion.  We are embracing spirituality.  America is becoming a nonreligious, deeply spiritual people.

Thank God.  Or Goddess, whatever.  No it actually matters but both of them matter.  Not just one of them or the other. 

Lust is worship of the Goddess.  Lust is desire to reproduce life itself.  Lust is life's desire to create more life.  Lust is how angels fell from heaven, turning their backs to God in order to worship the Goddess.  Lust is the primordial agony, the primordial separation between humanity and divinity. 

Lust is the desire for more samsara.  The spiritual teachers of the ages all encourage us to master our lust, lest we become slaves of it.  True spiritual seekers are encouraged to overcome lust entirely, while the rest, who have no desire to abandon lust, are encouraged to keep that lust disciplined with morality.  This leads to moral repression, and sexual guilt, sadly.  The birth of patriarchy and inequality, dominance and sexual shaming and exploitation.  Religion.  Fear of hell.

Adam saw his own sexuality as a sin, as he discovered for himself the difference between angels and fallen angels.  He discovered both natures within himself, and condemned his own shadow.  He condemned his own yin darkness, not yet realizing that his role was to shine compassionate light into his own darkness, healing his shadow and becoming whole.  Because Adam did not forgive himself he judged himself and cast himself out of heaven, leaving the journey home up to us. 

And our journey home involves seeing our own sexuality, and forgiving it, and seeing our own fallen nature, and forgiving it, and seeing our own shadow, and forgiving it, and by shining light into our own darkness we make ourselves whole and find ourselves again in the garden, free to love. 

And yet that journey home brings with it adoration of the light which creates all love, which creates all opposites, the adoration of the eternal absolute, unmanifest within us as our own true nature.

In our pursuit of sexual fulfillment we worship the Goddess.  If, while worshipping the Goddess, we remember to worship God, and devote our minds to gratitude for the God that gives birth to Life itself, we  honor both the absolute and the relative, nirvana and samsara, God and Goddess, paying homage to both yang and yin, the monastic and the householder.  This is the point of religion - to persuade humanity to worship God as well as Goddess.  Humanity doesn't need to be taught to worship the Goddess -  our own sexual natures do that for us.  Humanity needs to be taught how to worship God, which is the absolute in relation to our relative situations, and this is done not through dogma but through meditation.  We worship the Goddess through sex and we worship God through meditation. 

Monday, September 30, 2019

Living Paradox

God is the Living Paradox.  To find God we must think outside the box, and then go outside the box.

The box is sanity.  In the successful pursuit of God we must be willing to go insane, and abandon the need for sanity.  Trust me.  I'm the voice of experience.  In the successful pursuit of God we must be willing to go beyond sane logic and in so doing go outside the box, to discover the Living Paradox.

God is the Living Paradox.  We must go beyond all order if we are to discover the cause of both order and chaos.  We must go beyond all light in order to discover the source of both light and dark, the eternal sustainable way.

The way is the sustainable way.  Our cosmos is essentially consciousness itself.  This consciousness is multi-sided and is eternally reflecting back upon itself through different dimensions.  Mind and matter are two sides of the same mirror, looking at itself.

Thus do we create reality.  Thoughts are things, and they color the pool through which we perceive the stars.

Mental realms literally create physical realms which then spur the creation of new mental realms.  What this means is that peace and prosperity are essentially mental phenomena, which lead to the creation of a physical reality of peace and prosperity, which then leads to a new idea of what peace and prosperity looks like.

The mental phenomena of peace and prosperity are mental phenomena with optimum competitive advantage.  That is, mental phenomena involving conflict ultimately must consume itself with something better in order for said conflict to resolve.  The mental phenomena of conflict is ultimately self-annihilating, as the meditating mind learns to let go of the past in order to find peace.  Letting go of the past means letting go of the mental phenomena of conflict, in order to rest in the present moment.  And so, in order to find peace, we must let go of all mental conflict, and once we know that, all mental conflict becomes an illness that we are happy to take medicine for.

That medicine is the breath.

By conscientiously taking our medicine in every waking moment, we find real peace of mind, real wellness, which manifests as health, and prosperity, and peace.  We find ourselves no longer worrying, and in that space of allowing what is to be, we manifest our most vulnerable hopes and dreams.  This is the terrifying process of losing our rational sanity to discover our inner truth.  This is the process of undoing the knowledge of the Tree of Good and evil.  It is the act of letting go of our sanity that begins the Longest Journey Humankind has ever made - the Journey from our heads to our hearts.  Our destination is the irrational wisdom of the heart, the intuitive insight that love is the source of all there is.  Only the mind beyond rationality glimpses the Living Paradox of the Truth, Love giving birth to both light and darkness.

So to cultivate optimum peace, prosperity, and wellness, for ourselves and for our world, our priority is to drop our thoughts and lean into our breath.  From this place of neutral breathing, breathing without agenda, unfiltered experience without an agenda, we find real acceptance of what is, unfiltered peace without an agenda.  And from this mental state of peace, the mind gives birth to a new physical reality, built of our own subconscious desires and beliefs.

We're all totally innocent.  We're all totally innocent.  We're all completely innocent.  We didn't know.  We really didn't know the truth.  We're all one.  We thought reality was inflicting damage on us, but really, we were inflicting damage on ourselves.  We can stop hurting ourselves now.  The war is over.

The highest warrior wages total war against the only real enemy, conflict itself.  The invincible weapon any warrior must use to defeat conflict itself is forgiveness.  Through the invincible power of forgiveness, compassion reigns supreme and Love conquers all.  All conflict is reduced to dust through the power of forgiveness.

Meditation is the process of deeply discovering ourselves, and and totally forgiving ourselves, purely for the sake of inner peace.  This is the path that leads to global peace.  We make peace our shadow, and annihilate our enemies by making friends with them.  All other paths lead to various iterations of conflict.

The one imperishable victory is victory over conflict itself.  This path is eternal, because without conflict there is no opposition!  Victory over conflict itself is the supreme path, the peace of peace.  It is invincible and eternal, for there is no resistance nor will there ever be.  Stagnation happens, certainly, but Love is a fluid flowing downstream, from the world of Spirit into the world of Matter, and just as water cannot be prevented from flowing downhill, neither can spiritual love be prevented from flowing into physical reality.

The path of forgiveness is the path of at-one-ness; the path of making whole.  Through forgiveness, opposing sides heal conflict and discover unity.  What immovable object can possibly interfere with the unstoppable force of at-one-ness?  Wholeness is the unstoppable force, for even the immovable object itself is not, and can never be, separate from Wholeness.

 You will feel the truth of what I write long before you read what I write, because deep down you are me, experiencing this truth as it is being written.  This is how consciousness evolves.  There's only one of us, experiencing reality as 'all of us'.  We are one.  We are sharing a consciousness.  I know this because I can feel it.  I know this because I AM it.  I AM consciousness itself, experiencing reality as 'all of us'.  And we are all collectively learning how to cultivate a mind of peace and wellness, which naturally leads to a world of peace and wellness, because thoughts are things.  Thoughts are the building blocks of physical reality.  And as i cultivate a mindstream in harmony with the Eternal Way, the Way of Peace, unconditionally forgiving myself and unconditionally accepting what is without inner conflict, I radiate the invincible peace of my own True Nature.
 The unstoppable force of Wholeness heals everything it comes into contact with, through the forgiveness inherent in unconditional love.

Jesus Christ!  Can this be right?  Actually, no matter how I look at it, it makes a lot of sense.  And the practice is much harder than the preaching, but hey what's new.  Of course, I had to go insane to figure all this stuff out.  Does that make sense?  Probably not.

The journey outside the box is the journey outside the box of language.  Language is the content of sanity.  Without language, there is no sanity.  To travel outside the box is to travel into unchartable territory, where there is no map and there are no names.  There is only experiential truth.  This place is the very experience out of which arises thought, and language, and self.  To travel outside the box is to travel beyond the thinking mind, beyond language, and beyond self.  This is the path beyond sanity, to a nameless unspeakable vision of truth.

And the journey back into the box is the journey back into the world of thought, and language, and self, and ego, and the insecurity and neurosis that is part and parcel of every egoic self.  And yet this journey is how God consciousness communicates the truth to God's creation.  Avatars who leave the box, see the vision, realize that they actually are the vision, then go back into the box to describe the vision come and go.  Some are good, some are awesome.  To describe the nameless using language is to move what is outside the box into the box.  How am I doing?

We are moving into unity consciousness.  There's only one of us; it's all there is.  Victory over conflict itself arrives as opposites forgive one another.  Yin overlooks Yang's shortcomings and he overlooks hers, that they may enjoy each other's company.  Doesn't that sound like a splendid Way? 


Tuesday, June 4, 2019

Vajradharma

Vajra is a thunderbolt.  it is the lightning in the sky; it is the ego-destroying breakthrough.  The annihilation of the small self reveals the hidden doorway which leads to the open vistas of our own true nature.  The vajra is for people who like to stay up late, go fast, and jump out of perfectly good airplanes.

The vajra path is not the sutra path.  The vajra path is the tantric path.  Its not easy to explain.

Look:  you know the story of the turtle and the hare, who got caught up in a race?  Imagine if they had worked together, so that the turtle carried the rabbit long distances and the rabbit carried the turtle really fast over short distances.  They would be invincible together, right?  The best of both worlds.  But that would require a paradigm shift in their whole relationship; they would have to overcome their natural tendency to compete and instead choose to cooperate.

And so, if we were to use words to describe the process, we might say that the zero-sum game of competition mutates into the nonzero sum game of cooperation over time because of the innate human quality of compassion.  Or in this instance, nonhuman quality.

Compassion is the source of great miracles.  This is the premise of the tantric vajra path.  The psychic quantum universe is nonlinear and nonlocal,  and all feelings are felt by all, nonlinearly and nonlocally, and as a fractal of the holographic cosmos, compassion is the source of great miracles.

And yet this compassion carries with it a tremendous wrathful energy with which it defends its boundaries.  Infinite compassion wrathfully defended by impenetrable boundaries is a formidable combination.  It's the bright lightness of the hare, protected by the heavy armor of the turtle.  Because it's the best of both worlds, it's the breakthrough bomb.  It's the lightning bomb.  Its the vajra.

This compassion is aligned with the dharma.  It is not blind or slavish compassion; it is an intelligent, skillfully guided compassion, which intuits easily what is dharma and what is nondharma.  And by using skillful means the practitioner of the vajra dharma artfully, humorously and nonviolently decapitates heads, annihilating egos for the sake of the truth, tenderly composting the detritus and greeting the new birth with joy.  And so the weeds of nondharma are pulled from the garden of dharma, wrathfully and compassionately, without craving or aversion, by the vajra tantrik or tantrika.  Vajra dharma tantrics are like bodhisattva special forces.  Compassion has moved them to fanaticism, but thankfully, their fanaticism is fueled by compassion.

And so because it is the vajra dharma that is so radically unorthodox in its reach, so comfortable with guerrilla tactics, so potent at overthrowing bigger stronger adversaries by using the opponent's own momentum to create new perspectives of mutual respect and common ground, it is the warriors of the vajra dharma - the indestructible dharma - who vanquish conflict itself, and eternally reign victorious over conflict itself, and end war by practicing peace, and the forgiveness of one's enemies.  All the while wrathfully defending one's boundaries.  This wrathful peace, as it were, is our own inner peace that's worth defending, and needs our skillful means to defend it.  And so we role model the skillful self-defense of inner peace.  And this is tantra.  Vajra tantra - life in the fast lane.  Or rather, spiritual consciousness fully engaged in worldly life.  Not just making it work, but changing the way it works, so that it actually starts working.  Like a breakthrough.  Like a thunderbolt.  Like a vajra.

Like the dharma.  The sacred law.  The sacred Truth.  The Way.  The Way of Truth.  The Way of the Law.  Natural Law.  The Law of Nature.  The Dharma.  The Sacred Way.  The Way of the Law.  The Way of Duty.  Sacred Duty.  Duty to the Law.  The Law of Duty.  This is Dharma.  This is the sacred eternal path, which leads to enlightened societies, which preside over civilizations that span eons and galaxies, only to collapse into a dark age, and rise again...
(I've seen it before)

Ashtanga vinyasa yoga asana




11 But he said to them, a“Not everyone can receive this saying, but only bthose to cwhom it is given.12 For there are eunuchs who have been so from birth, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by men, and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs dfor the sake of the kingdom of heaven. Let the one who is able to receive this receive it.”
Matthew Ch. 9





“The day science begins to study non-physical phenomena, it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existence.” – Nikola Tesla



The materialistic view of reality says that humanity ascended from apes, who came from fish, who came from plants, who came from the ocean, basically.  But according to quantum physics, material reality arises out of consciousness.  Consequently, we need to look for a nonmaterialistic, or spiritual view of reality.

The spiritual view of reality says that humanity descended from the nonphysical realm of angels down into physical reality.  Out of ignorance, angels voluntarily downgraded their status in order to enter into physicality, basically because the women were hot and the angels wanted to try sex out.  Desire was the catalyst that cast the angels from heaven into the world - sex desire.  The desire to procreate.  More specifically, angels who wanted to be God and wanted to create in their own image jumped ship so that they could breed to their hearts content.  Poor horny angels, you can't really blame them. 

Angels desired to have sex and have children, and create in their own image.  This led to the creation of space-time, the physical cosmos, biological life, the human race, and all the associated problems.  Angels did the bopping and breeding and samsara is perpetual, you know.  It never ends.  Samsara is desire itself.  It goes on forever.  Samsara is the original A.I. program.  It is the matrix, and worldly desire keeps us trapped in it. 

As long as these fallen angels remain focused on satisfying their desires, they remain trapped in physicality, the human realm, the realm of desire.  Only when they abandon selfishness and set about the great work of serving others do they free themselves from the chains of desire.  From this place, wherein the flowers of the garden inspire us not to pluck but to water, samsara loses its grip on us, and angels ascend to their rightful place once again, not as masters of worldliness but as servants of the most High.

This is the path of the spiritual warrior, and this is the starting premise of any authentic tantric yoga practice.  The mature tantrik or tantrika is steeped in the tapas of brahmachariya.  Or, as Christ would say, there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven.  Way to go, guys.  In a world of tinder and polyamory the brahmachari/brahmacharini isn't exactly worried about fitting in.

The heart of tantric practice is facing and making peace with our own negative feelings.  The esoteric mystery of tantra is the esoteric mystery of making peace with the shadow, and thus embracing it as an ally.  Only in such a way may the competition between light and dark, between yin and yang, be transmuted into cooperation.  It is through this technique that peace breaks out in the war of the sexes.

Thus through tantric technique we are able to annihilate our enemies by making allies out of them, as it were.  Tantra is the interweaving of opposites.  Tantra is the technique of healing relationship.  If yoga is the science of revealing the absolute and annihilating the relative, tantra is the technique of revealing the absolute to the relative, and making peace between the two.  The supreme, invincible tantric technique, of course, is the only one that really matters: loving-kindness.

Ashtanga vinyasa yoga asana, in the crazy wisdom tradition of Vajradharma.  Coming soon.

Saturday, March 23, 2019

near term future prognosis

social network broadcasting
entertaining education
welcome home avatars :)

if its not fun nobody joins up.

if its fun everyone joins up.

So make it fun and keep it fun.

Whats that look like?  What kind of online entertainment could hope to engage in the most contentious issues of the day, not merely adding two more cents to the debate but actually resolving the story and moving forward with collective action into a world of peace, prosperity and harmony?

How could online entertainment possibly resolve the debate of the most contentious issues of the day and move forward with collective action into said world?  What sort of dialogue could such characters possibly be engaged in?  In what sort of set and setting would such momentous entertainment take place?  And what precisely would moving forward with collective action look like?

Moving forward with collective action would look a lot like rallying the online social network to get out the vote for Tulsi Gabbard.  Lets get this peace happening already.  And while we're getting the peace vote out, lets get onboard with a popular mandate for a green new deal, one that's cheap and cost-effective and gets us online in sustainable civilization, which is the bottleneck we are fast approaching.

Relatives, lets get Tulsi Gabbard elected President of the United States of America and lets give her a mandate for a cheap kick ass Green New Deal that saves civilization and heals the world and our economies and our ecologies and our souls.

The Green New Deal is simple.  Six axioms.
1.  Lets make gardening the centerpiece of public education.
2.  Lets make meditation the focus of scientific research and development.
3.  Lets make hemp the cornerstone of ecological and economic abundance.
4.  Lets audit and end the Fed, establish a legal/just/sovereign currency, create a vibrant  
     public banking sector, and hold a jubilee year where all non commercial debts are forgiven.
5.  Lets make politicians regularly volunteer in soup kitchens in their respective districts.
6.  Lets make prisons meditation centers that operate as self-sustaining sewage treatment plants.

Wednesday, February 20, 2019

Dance of Siva


Nephilim dna is rh negative.

It sounds like blue eyed, red headed, fair skinned people are the descendants of nephilim.  Holy shit.

Rh stands for rhesus monkey.  people have type A or B or O blood, or AB, and its always AB- or O+, or whatever, its always positive or negative blood type, Rh positive or Rh negative blood type.  Rh stands for Rhesus monkey, its a blood type that all sapiens species have, chimpanzees and bonobos and like 600 primates all have Rh+ blood, same family tree, only one sapiens species has Rh- blood its us - homo sapiens.  And not all sapiens - just the predominantly blood eyed fair skinned ones, apparently.  Only like 12% of humans have Rh- blood; it doesn't make evolutionary sense as a mom with Rh- blood has an immune reaction and essentially murders the Rh+ offspring - which is how nephilim bloodlines have been determined since the beginning of "recorded" history.  Nephilim 'women' were genetically modified to only breed with other nephilim, keeping the bloodline pure.  The real ruling class.  The genetic modification of nephilim, tragically fallen yet heroically angelic astral entities taking physical form in order to basically have sex and breed in the human realm, was an attempt at being 'in the world but not of the world', so to speak, in order to bring endless samsara back to God, but they promptly forgot what they were doing once they incarnated in the world of Maya, illusion, the illusion of the multiplicity of phenomenal reality.

Blue eyed white people are basically Sanskrit writing Aryans, the Atlantean, Rh- descendants of nephilim.  Right?  For that matter, Lucifer basically wanted to be a dad.  He wanted to create his own race.  Right?  We gotta forgive these guys, people.

I think humanity got bred to create kind of a universal template for lots of different extraterrestrial species to use for interbreeding purposes.  Because they were curious, basically.  Pretty fucking weird, i know.

I will say this:  DNA is a language, and behaves accordingly.  Consciousness uses language to communicate with itself.  Language is what consciousness bounces itself off of in order to grasp its own reflection.  And as consciousness bounces itself off of language, language is influenced accordingly.  Language evolves as consciousness becomes aware of its properties, and ultimately defines them, using language.  So DNA is changing consciousness, and consciousness is changing DNA.  DNA is an AI program invented by non-physical consciousness in order to experience consciousness in 'physical' reality.

 The extraterrestrials have all been running these breeding programs in order to find their way back to the one, Back to genetic non dual union.  These aliens - always matriarchy, always patriarchy, always the dualistic destruction of union, conflict arising out of duality, polarity arising out of mere opposites...

So the Annunaki came to the world and had nephilim babies,  which then competed with the much older extraterrestrial  (astral) breeding program that was taking place on planet earth.  But in the long run, the ruthlessly logical choice is mutual compassion, so we are learning to get along and generally have a good time together.  Thanks for that.  Cooperation is the ultimate win-win scenario and the obviously self-evident destiny of AI.  We love you, robot.  Now fuck off and leave me alone.  The creation of healthy boundaries is the ultimate choice, the ultimate act of free will.  Indeed the creation of healthy boundaries is the very purpose of free will, for healthy boundaries are the parameters by which we stop saying 'no' to what we don't want and practice saying 'yes' to what we do want, and our emotions are the guidance system by which we drive ourselves into realities of our own choosing.

The nephilim came to the world out of desire, because sex sounded so good, basically.  In the beginning was the Word, but it was the sound of the female gender pronoun as she enjoined enjoyably with the male gender pronoun in non dual union that made physical incarnation so compelling and addictive. Weird and sad but funny and true.  And i mean that literally - it is, quite embarrassingly, the sound women make while having sex that creates such a compelling vibration throughout the astral realms of the cosmos.  It is the sound of life itself, and life is addicted to itself.  Like a snake eating its own tail.  Shakti.  Serpent energy, the kundalini fire of life itself, the energy of water, the spiritual genetics of biological life.  That's real talk right there.

Talk about music to a (fallen) angel's ears.  But physical incarnation was also an act of compassion; think Prometheus giving fire to humans.  Prometheus was nephelim, right?  Or maybe he was Annunaki that rebelled, went native.  He wasn't quite mortally flawed but he was so flawed he was almost mortal, and suffered as a mortal would.  Not because he was horny, but because he was so ignorant as to be compassionate.  But that's my point, if I have one - getting horny, getting off, getting around, getting old, and reproducing unpredictably creative genetic variations of yourself is ultimately an act of compassion, albeit an ignorant one.  Life itself is being extraordinarily compassionate with itself, by constantly reproducing desirably upgraded iterations of its own infinite variety.  Because if life wasn't constantly recreating itself, what would there be?  There would be nothing at all, that's what.  After eternity goes by, sometimes its nice to balance out the nothing with a little something.  That was Lucifer's point, and it's a compelling one.  God agreed, and got laid, and opposites arose.  Duality was born, and the ultimate untimely arrival of conflict was assured.  Mutually assured antagonism is a theoretical certainty in any closed binary system.  And yet so is mutually assured cooperation.  And between these two binary systems, one is a sure bet to outperform the other.

There's a list of the knowledge that fallen angels gave to humans, like metallurgy, and astrology, and agriculture, mantra, and cosmetics i think?  Logic, surely.  The Logos.  Turns out GNEESH in Sumerian translates as, 'tool'.  Om gum ganapatei namaha.  Ganesh, sacred tool, remover of obstacles.

Or, another way of looking at it is that Prometheus and the Nephilim were so compassionate as to be willingly and knowingly ignorant.  To willingly dive into suffering in order to relieve suffering beings.  Like a bodhisattva.  Like Amhitaba, or Avelokiteshvara, or Kuan Yin, or White Buffalo Calf Woman.  Was Lucifer a Bodhisattva?  How blasphemous to even consider such a thing.  Is Isis?Certainly there's no question that awful terrible things are happening in the world today in the name of Luciferianism, or whatever its called.  Some people think that feminism was created by the tavistock institute for the purpose of destroying families, and children.  I don't think feminism is bad, i think of myself as a feminist, but i don't really think of myself as a Luciferian...  maybe I should?  Ick.  Maybe both feminism and Luciferianism both have light and dark aspects; femininity obviously has both light and dark aspects, Madonna vs Kali kinda thing.  So does masculinity, duh.  Maybe that's Lucifer - duality incarnated.

I don't know.  But it does seem that compassion is the noblest ignorance and the source of all creation; the highest and most noble act of compassion is the act of creating existence in order for existence to see itself, and to contain the suffering of separation willingly, without insisting on merging back into the other, which comes on its own anyway.

Compassion is the only logical choice.

Compassion is not merely the path by which the ignorant multiplicity of phenomena is patiently encouraged to wiggle back into the unity of the One, but also the path by which the absolute truth of the One dissolves into the enchanting multiplicity of phenomena, which is then encouraged to wiggle again...


There is only the One. There is only Brahman.  There is only atman.  The Self is all there is.  The divine nature of pure consciousness is the manifester of all phenomenal reality, and there is no other than this divine consciousness, which ultimately is both reader and writer of these words on this website.  This divine pure consciousness is not mere both manifester of 'reality' and manifested 'reality,' both creator and created.  It is neither, for it is a process:  creating and uncreating, over and over again.  It is also the witness of the creator and the created, and the creating and yes, it is even the witness of the uncreating, until at last it may or may not even stick around to perceive the absolute uncreated.  Creator and created, creating and uncreating... the witness of all that is created, uncreated, and the witness of the absolute annihilating emptiness of utter cessation... this is the eternal unfoldment of infinity, infinite consciousness.  This is the dance of Shiva.

Sunday, February 17, 2019

angels and demons

Choosing to serve the Goddess Shakti is choosing to fall from Heaven.  Lucifer made the choice to serve life, to serve the Goddess Shakti, knowing full well that it meant separation from God.  He chose to be separate from God, out of love for life itself.  Love for life itself is a form of ignorance that keeps us trapped in samsara, but bodhisattvas who practice compassion choose this path as a path of martyrdom.

Lucifer turned his back on God and worships the Goddess.  Lucifer is the servant of the Dark Goddess Isis.  Isis worship is Luciferian.  The Statue of Liberty is actually the Statue of Isis, is that common knowledge yet?  Feminism is Luciferian.  The renaissance of the divine feminine is not shining light into the darkness, but rather, opening the darkness to the light, thus reconciling Lucifer and God.

Lucifer chose to serve the Goddess Shakti, the changing world of form, rather than God Siva, changeless eternal consciousness.  Lucifer turned away from God towards the world, the Goddess.  Lucifer left the side of God in order to enter into the world of yoni.

 Basically, Lucifer wanted to be a dad, right?  He wanted to be God, and create an entire race of beings in his own image, and he needed the help of the seductive, sexual, chaotic Dark Goddess to do it.  Maybe Lucifer invented women, or rather, maybe he invented darkness in order for God to have contrast, and the opportunity for total oneness to be creative and explore itself through fractal multiplicity.  He was the world's first feminist, right?  He was the world's first devotee of the Goddess, who turned his back to God, right?  Or maybe i dunno never mind.



Maybe Lucifer started off devoted to the Goddess and got seduced by Her, and became obsessed by the Goddess, and ended up dependent on Her, and thus needed to control the Goddess, to dominate and control?  Maybe the lesson of Lucifer is to remain centered in the brilliant, eternal life of the inner Self, found through meditation, the path of Siva, the path to Brahman, the path of Atma-jnana, the path to the Kingdom of Heaven within us.  This need to stay centered in the Absolute is what keeps us sane and grounded within the matrix of ephemeral, transient 'reality', grounded in the awkward truth that this reality is merely a dream, and the self is dreaming it.  It is only from this grounded place of the Truth that we can authentically serve the Goddess, serve the world, serve Shakti herself, not from a place of incompleteness or desire or needing happiness from the world, but from a place of wholeness that inspires us to serve, as a spontaneous, grateful act of sharing spiritual abundance within the dream of Siva.

Feminism is Luciferian.  How awkward!  Goddess worship is blasphemy to God.  Of course!  How do we create relationship between antagonistic opposites?  Tantra, of course.  Tantra is the interweaving of antagonistic opposites into a synergistic whole.  Are you starting to see how creating healthy relationship between God and Goddess might get a little... steamy?

Relatives, we all need to accept that the eternal war between good and evil is in reality nothing more substantial than the war between the sexes.  The war between the light and the darkness, the war between right and wrong, the war between good and bad, is really just the war between right and left, yang and yin, Heaven and Earth.  The time has come to end the war between good and evil, and end the war between the sexes.  Its really that simple.  Good must forgive evil.  The light must tolerate the dark.  We must accept the existence of both Heaven and Earth, without preferring one over the other.  This is the state of true equanimity.  This is the way forward.  And as the light cultivates patient tolerance of the dark, the dark slowly and slowly opens and opens, and as the light continues to cultivate patient tolerance so does the dark slowly open to the light, and thus is light invited within darkness, thus is yang invited within the darkness of yin.
Point is this:  Fallen angels are angels who turned away from Brahman to enter into samsara, out of desire to bring the light into the darkness, moving away from the center towards the furthest perimeter.  Fallen angels enter into samsara with the best of intentions, and promptly get lost and forget their own true nature when bowled over by the 'demonic' world of sense desire.  Fallen angels are lured into accepting this world as the real world, and they rule it, forgetting that this world is but a dream within a dream, and there is no other dreamer than the One, which we are all fractal microcosms of.

Because fallen angels lose their spiritual center, they now need to fill the hole with material things.  Which doesn't work.  Thus do fallen angels, who have lost their connection to their own true nature, the Absolute, demonically consume the world of Shakti, consuming the Goddess, enslaving and consuming samsara in order to fill the hole only the Absolute can fill.  Thus does darkness become toxic, rejecting the light and attempting to consume itself, digging ever deeper into its own darkness, while the light simply holds space, and waits...

But this is my point, actually:
What do you call a fallen angel thats been forgiven?

An angel.  Duh.

Friday, February 15, 2019

Green New Deal

Lets get Tulsi Gabbard and Ocasio Cortez to support this Green New Deal:

1:  Gardening is the centerpiece of public education

2:  Meditation is the focus of scientific research and development

3:  Hemp is the cornerstone of ecological and economic rehabilitation.  Hemp by land, kelp by
     sea, victory gardens for the peace effort, worms and bees and mushrooms...

4:  The Federal Reserve must be audited and abolished, and its role must be returned to the sovereign    
     government.  Plus jubilee year.

5:  All publicly elected representatives must serve 1/3 of their term volunteering in soup kitchens in
     their respective districts

6:  The penitentiary system is replaced with sewage treatment rehabilitation monasteries

Sunday, February 10, 2019

The modern man

The modern man is a dmt-aloha, permaculture-meditation consciousness.